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Thursday, December 31, 2009

i know how you're feeling
you feel like loving no one at the moment
but you do know that you love me still
you feel like avoiding me
you feel like giving up on love
but you somehow just cant
you feel numbed from love
from getting hurt so many times
im sorry, i really am.
i've been there before.
thats why i didnt want to be w you few months back
but i did in the end
i loved you all over again in the end.
i hope that will happen again
i hope you'll do what i did & make the both of us happy.
i love you like nobody's mother fking business.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

im missing you like crazy
& im praying that you do too.
you're coming back soon!
YES AHHHHH! :D

Monday, December 28, 2009










celebrated my birthday at Hilltop at Bukit Batok.
my smiles are no longer the same as before.
just the thgt of being loveless on your birthday.
simply sucks ):
baby come on over, let me be the one to show you
im the one who wants to be w you.
deep inside i hope you feel it too
waited on a line of greens and blues
just to be the next to be w you
why be alone when we can be tgt baby.
you can make my life worthwhile.
& i can make you start to smile.

Saturday, December 26, 2009



its my birthday.
Happy Birthday to me )':
i miss you so much Siti Nursyafiqah Binte Mohamad Ramli.
you're the meaning of my life.
im turning all my thgts to you.
i was w/o hopes or dreams but you saw me thru.
see your faces everywhere.
& now im in love, you took my heart away.
holding your hand, i wont fear tmr.

Friday, December 25, 2009

not loving you is harder than you know..
try again, don't walk away..
my sweet love you'll be.
always remembered, always missed.

btw, Happy Belated Birthday to Brandon Chai & Samuel Foo (:
& Merry Christmas to all fellow peeps & also Siti dearest love ;D

Thursday, December 24, 2009

i wander why lehui candid me w the dustbin -,-
like abit bad uh!

the 4 of us :D
the shooting club clique.
longlonglonglonglong ago.
AVON!
the bestest thing i can say about them is...
they give thgtful advices to you when you're down.
& sometimes also v guai lan ah! hahaha.
keep bullying me ):
LEHUI!
haha, cannot help it but to make funny face =x
she like v fun to disturb only! hahah.
two blardy drunkards in the toilet.
this girl has been accompanying me for days.
due to my lost of my love one.
& i really wna thank her(:
for letting me rant at her every single time we meet.
i find myself annoying & irritating.
& i bet that someone does too.
sigh.. Love is indeed equivalent to pain ):
sleepover














i just realise that i've got to learn how to live w the pain forever.
i dont have much of a choice.
if you're not coming back, the pain isnt going anywhere.
life has to go on, but w a feeling of sadness in me.
im being reminded of you every single day.
thats why i've got to learn how to live w the pain.
im contented much so long as you're happy.
once again, i love you w all my heart.
im no longer who you think i am.
i've tone down, but became more vulgaritic.
because in me, there's anger, sadness & lonliness.
unwanted & unloved by you...

Thursday, December 17, 2009





why do you do this to me.
knowing that i love you so much.
another day w/o you w me is like a blade that cuts right thru me.
i can wait forever..
its hard to deal w the pain of losing you everywhere i go.
it's hard to force that smile )':